Just wanted to share...

This is a video from a country music star that has I guess gone through infertility...Video is very moving and I wanted to share with you. My heart is just like hers!!!! **Note there is pregnancy, babies, and abortion mentioned**


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqfGqOx2iDQ


Please continue to keep us in your thoughts and prayers as we continue on in our journey.
Have a blessed day in the Lord.

BUSY WEEK!

Wow, it has been a bit crazy lately!!! I will first say that Matt is OK and his boo boo has healed on his head. The closet is still in shambles, but should be fixed next weekend. I have a date with Dad to fix them!!!

We've been running around all week, lots of Dr. appt's, luncheons with friends, dinner with our bible study. I also was blessed to meet the little miracles of our friends G and K....Oh my goodness they have 2month old twins, boy and a girl. They are PRECIOUS miracles and SUCH an inspiration to Matt and I in our hopes of being parents. They were conceived after many years of infertility, just like matt and I. They bring hope to us, that we may have a chance to have little one(s) some day!!! It was a wonderful visit! I got one major baby fix!!! I hope to cuddle and love on them again soon!! hee hee...

So nothing else going on. Just a busy week and busy weekend. Will post more later if there is anything interesting to say!!!! LOL! Have a blessed day in the Lord!

YIKES!!!

We like to keep it interesting:

So matt and I were getting ready to go out to dinner...No big deal. Well he tried to get something out of our guest room closet. Now the closet needs to be redone b/c the shelves are in bad shape. It's the last closet in our house to do...Well all of a sudden it all (and I mean ALL) comes crashing down on to matt...So I'm telling him this is why you aren't supposed to mess with it blah blah, and he says, "I think something hit my head."

i turn around and his face and chest and arms and head are COVERED in blood!!! there is glass everywhere!! YOWSA!

A vase or glass thing fell and shattered on his head (OUCH) and he has cuts on his arms and chest (No shirt on b/c getting dressed) and the bleeder turned out to be a small cut on his head but dang! it bled like there was no tomorrow!!!! Blood everywhere! ick! So I got him cleaned up. It's small and superficial, no stitches thankfully (In my expert medical opinion hee hee) . He had to shower (again he just got out! LOL) to get all the blood off... ICK! I'm going to be cleaning for a while. So much for dinner out. We just ordered a pizza. So much for romantic dinner out!

One of my goals this summer WAS to pull apart that closet, dad was gonna help me redo the shelves and put it back together anyway b/c the craftmenship was crummy. Guess it can't wait. Now everything is on the bed, so I hope no one is coming to visit, I got no where for you to sleep!!!

Never dull here! Oiy vey! Matt is thankfully OK, little cut up and bruised, but will live! I'm just coming down off adrenoline. No fun to see your Hubby covered in blood!!! Phew!

OK, gotta clean more glass now! Have a blessed day in the Lord!

My Turkey bowled a Turkey!!

Amazing I know! My wheel bound hubby bowled 3 strikes in a row at the bowling alley today! Pretty darn good for having not bowled in 6+ years!!!

We went today with our friend Robin, something to do and relax! It was fun but man I'm SORE!!! I forgot how you can hurt after hurling a 10lb ball over and over and over and over...Even my tush is sore!!! LOL

None of us broke a 100 but we got lots of spares and a couple few strikes between us!!! I'm ready for a nap now!! LOL...It was a nice day and we enjoyed the time together. One perk of being off for school...HANGING OUT WITH THE HUBBY!

Well off to soak my weary muscles! HA!

Have a blessed day in the Lord!

Eventful Day

So I took our lovely Joy joy for a haircut today! She has never been groomed and was in dire need of a trim and her claws being cut! I had to leave her for THREE WHOLE HOURS! That is a long time to leave my furbaby in someone elses hands!!!! So hard! She tried jumping out of the ladies arms and into mine when I was leaving. Broke my heart! But she is so cute now! She got a new harness too. Multicolor and pink! She is so cute! I also did a lot of work on my car, washed and oil change, dropped some stuff off at the Goodwill, went to Michaels, but will have to go back. Forgot my coupon! LOL...I'm ready for a nap!!! So is Joy. She hasn't moved since we came home. She is so tired. It's hard to tell in these pics, but you can see how tired and mad she is! hee hee..... That's all from me! Have a blessed day in the Lord!

Feeling better....

But mostly b/c today is my last day of WORK! YAY !! For a few weeks anyway! hee hee....

School ended on Friday for the kids. Today is my last work day, they give us 3 days to close down our clinics. Now I'm sitting at work at 947am, can't leave until 1230 for our luncheon, and have NOTHING to do...I'm ALL DONE! yay! Everything is put away, cleaned, organized, and ready to go for next year! woo hoo!

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. Just a tough tough week for IF it seems. But I will be OK. God is in control! I just wish he would give me a hint of what's to come! :)

OK, back to doing nothing. Maybe I'll read, or hey! Maybe I'll shop!!! hee hee...

Have a blessed day in the Lord! :)

Feeling quite broken...

I'm having a hard day today....I'm feeling the weight of infertility (IF) and it is so heavy....I'm feel like a broken person, not quite a woman, not quite a wife, b/c I can not offer my hubby, or myself for that matter, I can not offer him a child, a product of our union and our marriage. Days like today it is hard to rejoice for those who have gone on to have kids or are making them...And then I feel less christian like, less like a normal human being, like a horrible person, b/c my heart is so heavy I can't even rejoice with the glorious news of the coming of a new life, an new miracle from God. I don't understand why God allows IF. Why matt and I, and so many of my friends, have to carry this burden. It hurts. I hurt.

I love the Lord God with all my heart, but IF is just not fair. Before I'm told life isn't always fair, please spare me. I know it's not. But tonight, it is feeling more unfair then usual, and my heart is broken, and just plain ol' hurts. Pray for me, for us, tonight if you read this.

Have a blessed day in the Lord.